My first post....

This first post will be an attempt to say i am sorry to someone very important.
Not sorry for the way that she makes me feel but for the way i said some things to her and those things i know were a bit rude and extreme but analysing what you said that only makes me respect you even more because despite all the problems you are facing you are still willing to stay and go the extra mile to sort the sittuation out i just don´t know if the other half of the equation his realizing the type of woman that he has by his side.
But when you said for me to stop sending those messages that a few days ago made you feel good and smile from dusk till dawn that they didn´t made sense i disagree...
What does still make sense in the days we are living?
Do you only cry when you are sad?
Do you only laugh when you are happy?

So if life doesn´t have sense why do i have to?
You may believe that my messages were without sense given the sittuation but let me tell you a story just to try to explain my point.....

There was once a monk and its pupils walking by the side of a river,
then the monk sees in the waters of the river and in despair a scorpion;)The monk without any hesitation enters the river and catches the scorpion in his hands and starts to bring it ashore ,almost there the scorpion stings the monks hand who lets him fall in the water with the pain,turning to face the pupils who were afraid for the health of the monk but he just ignored them and looked for a piece of plant and went in the water again,this time being able to bring the scorpion to safety.
The pupils asked the monk why did he do that since the thanks from the scorpion had been to bite him?

The monk just said that the scorpion acted accordingly to its nature and so had him.

Just like you and me.....