I dont know who she is....

Everything looks blurred to me
My clouded mind puzzles me
Mentally racked,
So many questions and so little truth

I didnt see beyond
But I returned with only one certainty

I shall stay here till the end
Its so hard to slip away, the dice are cast

Im part of the future
But my role has already been written
I neither know the rules
Nor the one who leads the play

Few answers, but only one reality
My dreams are stormy what perverse illusions !

Damned forever what a sensitive situation !
Then like a cry piercing the night
Her face reappears before me
I dont know who she is !
But shes the only one who can tell me
What the future has in store for me

So many questions and so little truth
So few answers, but only one reality

Maybe its luck,
Ive to find her.